talk about my life as a young mother hoping to do the best for her children in spite of the life difficulies.As a Dentist I want to share you my occupational ticklers...

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Location: mosul, Iraq

I am a 37 years old mom ,I am a mother of 3 children. I am a Dentist. I try to make every thing perfect. The life I have, the difficulties I face make me anxious.. I like to have a social life; I cannot resist my feeling of being lonely, but I don’t have good social life, & I am lonely.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

can you help?

this is the medical report of the injured kid in my previous post:
Medical report
Name : Mustafa A.
Age : 15 years old
Date of admission 4/10/2007

This patient had injuries to the chest and abdomen leading to injuries to lungs and liver laparotomy done and we found liver lacerated in 3 pieces suturing to liver done haemo stasis. Diaphragm also injured in 3 areas, suturing of diaphragm done and tube drain put in side abdomen. Chest tube put inside the chest. Then his condition deteriorated in bile drained to the chest and bile appear in sputum.
Thoracotomy done, cleaning of thoracic cavity putting another chest tube and drain through the diaphragm, over the liver through the abdominal wall exit, now drain in abdomen discharge about 250 ml. of bile and chest tube working. this patient desperately need good medical treatment ,but our hospitals are not capable to offer...this kid's mom want your help,in case there is any organisation can help this child please e-mail me on affectionatemammy@yahoo.com ...

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Injured kid ..

I was still at work, when my cell phone rang ,it was my dearest friend ,she asked me to meet her at the hospital.
I didn't expect bad news but I was very wrong, when she saw me she burst into tears and started to cry hysterically and told me that her 15 years old brother was hit by mortar fell on their house, he is in very critical situation ,his body injured with many shrapnel's ,his liver was completely damaged, his diaphragm lacerated ,his colon was longitudinally cut ,his tummy look very outsized , filled with blood from internal bleeding, his lung also was injured.
He had three operations till now, and he is still in the intensive care ,she asked me to pray for him .The worse part in this story is the hospital condition it is very dirty ,with very limited medical services, few doctors,and large number of casualties, no one checked him during eid,he remained 3 days suffering from blocked tubes, internal bleeding and bad pain without any kind of medical care ,no nurses nor doctors during eid…they can't take him abroad ,they need passport, visa ,and special care during traveling, which is impossible to get..
We are all subjected to be injured and to face such situation ….

Friday, October 05, 2007

Not in the mood ..

Recently I started to feel so depressed ,I finally found my psychiatrist ,I did not see him since the USA invasion, he changed my medications and added more , in the first week I felt so drowsy ,I could hardly stay awake ,or concentrate. now I feel a little bit better.
I some times wish I can stay alone near sea board ,or river bend ,or in a green field ,I miss the view of peaceful city. I only see damaged buildings, sad worried faces ,and mines implanted in the streets instead of roses and flowers, all I see is militaries in the residential areas instead of children playing in their gardens… all I hear is sad stories ,explosions, gun fires, and bad news…
I feel like I need to stay in a quiet place alone to clear my mind……I feel like I have no energy, so tired even after I sleep, I wake up so lazy, I have so many things to do, but I have no liveliness nor mood.

Monday, October 01, 2007

lucky to stay alive

For the forth time a near loud explosion damaged our house so badly ,and frightened my kids . Allah saved us but not all our neighbors were as lucky as we were, the injured had to walk to the hospital as no ambulance could come to our neighborhood because we were surrendered, I sadly saw my young female neighbor walking with her 3 years old nephew with bloody body to reach the hospital which is about 2 km away from our neighborhood. of course our windows were broken and the doors too ,the house was full of dust, smoke , shrapnels and brokered glass.
while we started to check our losses a second very deafening explosion startled us which caused very bad damages and scared us specially my children ,Merriam kept screaming and lost the ability to walk, Sunshine carried her , yoyo was screaming and crying ,he was asleep when the explosion awaked him…..
We were all fasting ,hungry ,and thirsty .it was 3 pm when we started to sweep the dust and the glass ,with pain, hunger, anger and thirst we almost finished the most important steps of the cleaning ,as the sun set we supposed to have our fotoor( meal ),we didn't cook any thing, as we were busy , so we prepared some simple dish of eggs and meet, 15 minutes before fotoor I fainted ,I was shaky while I was cleaning ,then suddenly I fell at the ground, I must had hypoglycemia…….