my world is falling apart

In the last few day so many things ruined my happiness for my daughters success in school, and the summer holiday which is supposed to make me feel a little bit relaxed. and because of my new job, but on Tuesday 15\5 Roses' father-in-law passed away, he was a great man ,that was hard for everyone to lose him, may Allah bless his soul. it was rainy weather and many roads were blocked, my husband and his dad attended the burial ceremony, at that same day one of my relatives in Baghdad was kidnapped but fortunately was released in the same day after taking money. That was a real tribulation for us.
in the next day I went to the funeral of Rose's father in law, after I came back home very much emotionally tired ,loud but far explosions were heard in every part in Mosul , my husband had a look from the house roof ,and knew it was from the other part of mosul.eight bombed cars exploded within a short time .the authorities imposed immediate stroll bans, many families were stuck away from their homes for 4 days. at that same day my parents in Baghdad had a really bad day, because my uncle disappeared ,and some devils called to ask for ransom, they did not tell me till Sunday, but the truth which we all did not know that he was murdered and not kidnapped. but his daughter who is a medical student found him in the morgue with the help of her prof.I got the bad news with shock and deep pain. I felt like my whole world was falling apart. I wanted to be with my mom in such circumstances, but I couldn't it's not safe to go to Baghdad, I didn't go there since last year in February.
After I started to carry on my life , my dearest friend had a sudden unpleasant visit by the US soldiers, who exploded the doors while she , her husband and their 3 children were sleeping .they did not just do that for them but to her brothers' in laws next door. then they inspected their houses leaving them soooo messy and smashed. then they took the three men after fettering their hands and blindfolding their eyes in front of their wives , their children and their old mom. those three men are engineers from respectful families , and very well-mannered…
Mama…

Terrorism has no religion..

It's shame how many American movies and series ,symbolize the bad guys with Muslim characters, as in 24 series, all the terrorists either speak Arabic, or wear hats with "No god but Allah" wrote on it. why?. Islam is an old religion on this earth for 1428 years now, why recently we see this campaign against Islam ,in every nationality ,in every denomination there are bad and good people ,but why suddenly Islam became the identity of the terrorism. why every terror on this earth is made with name of Islam, the religion of peace?!
In the other hand we see movies or TV report on the Buddhists and how peaceful they are ,or reports about other peaceful groups ,why??...what message ,and who want to send it , and to whom ?..what will the new generations from different nationalities will have toward each other?....
Our prophet Mohammed , used to say to his soldiers to be merciful , not to kill any woman, child , an old man , monk , chaplain, not to destroy any land .
we salute each other with " Peace for you " ..
There is no religion from god instigate terrorism..
I hope that the world will realize that Islam Is a peaceful religion ..
Mama.

last news....

Hello all
These days ,good things happened, like Sunshine's excellent marks that will qualify her not to join most of the final exams.
The other thing is that I will finish serving in the country side soon, that will be on 18\5.and I will join new place to work in , with some of my collage mates ,where we can learn more about the recent technologies in dentistry.Oh, god I am so excited.
we were invited to wedding party last Tuesday ,we had good time, I was so happy to see my kids dancing and having great time. Yoyo, my little 3 years old child, was talking to everyone, playing with the kids ,I think that was the merriest day for him…
Merriam is preparing for the final exam, lastly my daughters will stay home in summer holiday , that I don't have to worry about them, and can focus on my career…
I miss my parents so badly ,the phone connections between us is so horrible, the traveling to Baghdad is not safe ,and I did not see my parents since last September, when they came to Mosul for only 4 days. I did not see Baghdad since last year in February…
Keep praying for the Iraqis..
Mama.