good night ...........

What a night this night was?! In fact we can hardly sleep these days. I can't say or remember when was the last time I slept in a peaceful quiet night .Every night after the errantry ban the main road behind our house become so noisy because of the American troops that don’t stop . locomotion all night long . you may not imagine how much noise do these vehicles make. Not just the vehicles noises , but also the low flying helicopters .
Do you think that's all? Come on , nothing like sudden loud explosions of the shells , that the terrorists shell them toward the nearby police station . that make us run out of our beds & rooms , some times we miss where the door is because of being sleepy scared & in a hurry .
Last week sudden very loud thunder awaked us after midnight , the girls ran to my bed room , sunshine said mama this explosion is so close to our house my room was lightened , then she heard the rain.
Some times the police suspect something in the middle of the darkness they start shooting in the air ,at the first couple shots we remain in our beds ,waiting with suspense , then if that turned to a real battle we start running to the corridor where there is no windows.
And if we had sort of quiet night my day events may keep me awake , like what happened to me today , the doctors & I were stuck inside the gasoline station when heavy shooting started inside the station , I was scared to death , I thought I will die either by a bullet, or fire ,or from scare. I arrived home shaking ,I think that won't let me sleep without horrible nightmare .
Good night ………..
Mama………..